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Sunday, November 20, 2022

2022 Year End List of Favorite Movies Seen in Theater

                

1.  Blonde (2022, Andrew Dominik)

2.  Decision to Leave (2022, Park Chan-wook)

3.  Halloween Ends (2022, David Gordon Green)

4.  Lux Æterna (2019, Gaspar Noé)

5.  We’re All Going to the World’s Fair (2021, Jane Schoenbrun)

6.  Vortex (2021, Gaspar Noé)

7.  Memoria (2021, Apichatpong Weerasethakul)

8.  Smile (2022, Parker Finn)

9.  Bullet Train (2022, David Leitch)

10. Crimes of the Future (2022, David Cronenberg)

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

Chainletter Horror

People who make movies know that audiences respond well to devices that help structure the narrative. One very common example is the ticking clock. The protagonist has x amount of time to accomplish y or else z. It helps to clearly define the stakes for the audience. My favorite horror movie, The Ring (2002, Gore Verbinski), is a great example of this. You watch a video then get a phonecall and 7 days later you die. We all know that those 7 days will elapse in the time it takes to get to the end of the movie.
     But The Ring adds something else. If you show the video to someone else, you’re off the hook. So simple. Such an effective genre contraption. It’s fun to weigh the morality behind would you rather die, or live but someone else has to die in your place. But it only works in movies when it’s established through a curse. It’s the whole reason It Follows (2014, David Robert Mitchell) works.


Smile
 (2022, Parker Finn) is a psychological chainletter horror movie about a doctor who treats patients with mental illness. And the whole reason I love this movie is because it cohesively builds its world entirely around ROSE being labeled crazy yet knowing she's not.    
     You see the smile and then you die. Paramount put this movie out. And it had a big ad campaign. When I first saw the teasers in theaters I thought it looked so stupid. But sometimes I get this compulsion to try something I told myself there’s no way I would like. Also I don’t judge a movie by its ads. For example, there’s no way I’m going to watch Amsterdam (2022, David O. Russell), despite its trailers with its amazing cast and the propulsion it derives from a catchy song. “Helplessly Hoping” from 1969 by Crosby, Stills, and Nash (I looked it up). I don’t like David O. Russell’s work though.
     What’s great about Smile is that the victims we hear about from the smile curse don’t have any link to mental illness. It’s Rose. Rose has it in her family. Rose has based her career on it. And the inciting incident sets Rose up in a position where now everyone wonders if she could be crazy. Without even being a horror movie, that’s a pretty great dramatic premise. And what makes this angle even more effective for me is that even though the cultural climate is being progressively shaped to be more inclusive and protective, there will always be those considered “other.”
     The “other” is scary. It’s the people society has deemed unfit. Like a witchhunt. I root for these protagonists above all. The one scene that won me over has to be at the point Rose’s driven to the edge and everyone is against her and we see her scarfing a cheeseburger in her car all by herself. (Okay, in the movie they don’t say it’s a cheeseburger. It could be a veggie burger or a beyond burger or whatever. I’m taking liberties here.) But it’s the way she goes at it: with complete abandon. So this is just me I’m guessing but I took it as her tired of being stifled by conformity and taking a break to do what she wants for a change. 
 
Mental illness is no joke. I get that. But I love the performance this actress (Sosie Bacon) gives as Rose. There was a moment where I could have sworn I saw her eye twitch that I thought was brilliant. I can’t recall ever having seen a movie where the main character isn’t just mistaken for being crazy in a worst paranoid fear actually come true way, but actually transforming into someone who is. Or is she? I don’t want to spoil it. Anyway, the thing about chainletter horror is how to end it. And horror is one of the genres endings matter more than most. And again not to give anything away, but I love the way Smile ends.
 
9/27/2022 AMC Phipps Plaza 14
Atlanta, GA
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Friday, September 23, 2022

NC-17 and so harrowing you'll need a stomach pump but wow is it pretty


Blonde (2022, Andrew Dominik) is an expressionistic Hollywood Melodrama that luridly indulges in showing the ugliest nightmares of abuse and trauma as experienced by the most beautiful dream star persona the screen has ever known. And visually its style looks like it could be from the 1950s, except for the fact that it’s also one of the few movies nowadays that doesn’t look exactly like every other movie.

     Blonde doesn’t hold back. Because it’s set in the ‘50s, its central protagonist has the benefit of being from an era before the internet, social media, and camera phones had come along and began to scrutinize, capture, and transmit every aspect of the lives of high-profile public figures. The star persona in this movie remains a legend—a legend that’s preserved because the public was never able to know the real person. And like the best forms of expressionist art, Blonde isn’t about reality. It's about catering to our darkest desires; not everyone, but those of us who think we’re sublimating a shameful tabloid curiosity through respectable art. 

     Because it’s almost as if the more difficult the scenes to watch were, the more compelling and engrossing they were. It’s easy to empathize with Norma. The fictionalized Norma—a star persona of a star persona—wasn’t wanted by anyone yet wanted by all. She’s not so much relatable as a person as she is as a martyr. Because where does all her beauty, fame, talent, and the magnitude of her as a star get her? Is she any better off? How much of what makes her life so miserable is everyone else’s fault? The men? The Industry? Her own? Or is this all some truth about just the way things are? 

     There’s a distancing effect legends have. What’s unbearably horrific to process in everyday life can be shocking and somehow transformatively cathartic tragedy through legend. The disavowal from watching the mental illness, abortions, drug/child/spousal/employer/sexual abuse, and delirium may come from our certainty that ultimately none of it can tarnish her star persona. 

 

As for the look of Blonde, it embodies a style I’ve long strived to articulate. First, there’s an idea I have of what I think of as looking like an early 90s music video. And that begins with high contrast shadows, sculpted light, like 30s-40s Hollywood glam—like Fincher’s “Vogue” video. But there are other examples of harder light too. (I hate when people use German Expressionism as a term to describe high contrast black and white. Just because it’s high key and you’ve seen Caligari doesn’t mean you’re making any sense.) And I also had some kind of connection I thought existed between that Madonna backstage documentary Truth or Dare even into her whole Erotica phase and what I’d wanted to see: a movie that combines that 90s faux Old Hollywood glam look with the candid backstage erratic staginess of a photo shoot in progress. What other movie has done that?

     Some of Todd Haynes work has some of these qualities. Superstar has the look; Velvet Goldmine has the feel and staging; I’m Not There almost does it. Except Blonde is still the only movie I can think of that looks like a series of in flux high-gloss gorgeous fashion photography vignettes (it even makes a puking scene seen from inside the toilet look pretty). And it’s for this reason on which I hang my claim that it doesn’t look like all the other movies. I can’t get enough 4x3. And another of its expressionistic qualities is that Blonde shifts between aspect rations and color/black-white based on feeling or mood, instead of adhering to some formal narrative distinction. I forgot about Andrew Dominik though. He’s had some serious style in his other films. Especially Killing Them Softly (2012). That hit with the Brad Pitt character doing that drive by.

 

The ending of Blonde left me at a loss. But it’s because the way I read it in the novel devastated me to tears. It’s the same ending. But in the movie it felt hokey, a little too Twin Peaks, you know? Like Nick Cave was aping the Badalamenti moody spiritual quasi new-age synths along with some questionable only Lynch can get away with type photoshop (or just cheap cg) effects. So in the book as I recall (it’s been a long time) Norma dies and there’s this amazing kind of oh it’s finally over for her she doesn’t have to be in agonizingly excruciating pain moment and waiting for her more than anything she always wanted to see in heaven is her dad and it’s still just that snapshot and it’s so harsh, so pathetic that she never got the real thing but it means just as much to her. 

     Blonde is a work of art. The form it represents is artifice as a means to attain something real that’s really artifice that came from something real… and on and on…

 

9/23/2022 Midtown Art Cinema

Atlanta, GA

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Monday, August 29, 2022

Great Urinals of the Hawai'ian Islands

 


'Anaeho'omalu Beach, Waikoloa Village, Hawai'i.

Monday, August 22, 2022

Great Urinals of the Hawai'ian Islands

 


Volcano House hotel, Pahoa, Hawai'i.


Sunday, August 21, 2022

How to read John Ford

I can never get enough John Ford. I am picky about which ones though, just like I am about everything else. It’s the Westerns mostly. And some of his American frontier ones like Young Mr. Lincoln (1939) and Drums Along the Mohawk (1939). At home I just watched a trio of Westerns I consider to be his last great successes of that genre: The Horse Soldiers (1959), Two Rode Together (1961) and The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance (1962). And these last 2 particularly are something like variations on a theme—Two Rode Together revisits issues from The Searchers (1956) and The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance harks back to My Darling Clementine (1946). Wait, can I say variations on a theme? In classical music I think it only applies to a composer reworking a piece from another composer, like lately I been really into Brahms’s “Variations and fugue on a theme by Handel, Op. 24,” but I digress.

The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance had a ton of stuff I’d never noticed before. And this is a movie I’ve always loved and first saw it when I was in my early 20s. It’s really saying a lot about a movie if it gets better through the years. First of all there’s its subject matter, which along with My Darling Clementine uses characters who serve as symbols for the dualism of man’s nature in terms of wild/domesticated, or civilized/savage, and the clash of a society torn between civilization/wilderness, or law/anarchy; and these 2 characters in both films are caught in a love triangle with a woman.

     What I noticed this time around were certain aspects of TOM DONIPHON. He’s masculine as hell. And he’s the wild part of man’s nature. He smokes cigarettes. He drinks whiskey. And ultimately we see him quit shaving, get falling-down drunk, belligerent, and burn down the part of his house he’d built as an annex for the woman he planned on marrying—but when he destroys the part meant for her, he takes down his own home along with it. That’s powerful stuff. That house symbolizes his heart. I think something that helped me see this aspect was that when I was in film school I picked up on how in David Peoples’ script for Unforgiven (1992, Clint Eastwood) the house LITTLE BILL builds for himself being deformed is a symbol of his interpretation of the law: crooked, and everyone knows it. In contrast, RANSOM STODDARD is the domestic, even feminine. In the scene where Stoddard brings the steak for Doniphon, what’s Valance say? Something like: hey get a load of the new waitress. And Stoddard doesn't drink.

     Another thing that caught my attention for the first time is the meal Stoddard is served. All the other men eat steak. But what’s Stoddard eat? It looks like bread and beans. Because in the Old West vegetarians were probably considered pussies. Nowadays he'd send the toast back and inform the staff he was gluten free.

     Even the biggest part of the story took on a new aspect for me. I’d always thought The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance is about how Stoddard came back to pay his respects to his best friend, and how Tom Doniphon is a noble, virtuous, generous, doing what’s best for society forward-thinker. But is he? At the end when Stoddard asks his wife who put the cactus rose on the coffin he seems to say it with contempt. Like maybe he disapproves. Like maybe he’s jealous. And worse, when he suggests moving back, could he be implying that now that Doniphon is dead it’d be a great place to live?

     And even though he has his problems, Doniphon is unquestionably the hero. But there are more problematic aspects of his character. Like the way he treats HALLIE. She’s constantly angry with him, and then there’s the scene where she yells at him about not being his property. Yet when he tells her he’s leaving town for a few days, the way she leaves the house after he’s left to watch him go is one of the most moving scenes in the movie—a very Fordian touch if there ever was one. (Also this moment recalls the same thing HANNAH does when COL. MARLOWE leaves in The Horse Soldiers.) I wonder if this occurs in other of Ford’s films, I know I’ll be looking from now on.

     Another thing about Ford is what he leaves out. Like WYATT EARP never telling CLEMENTINE CARTER he loves her, there are some crucial things left unsaid in The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance, much to its advantage. Doniphon never tells Hallie that he loves her. After the night Stoddard is elected, what happens to Tom Doniphon? Did he and Hallie ever speak again? Why did Hallie marry Stoddard? How did Doniphon die? The point is none of this matters, and the story works better without these answers. Doniphon represents an outdated way of life, and Stoddard his replacement.

     There’s also the problem about POMPEY. In the standoff with Valance, Doniphon refers to Pompey as his “boy.” But worse is the scene where Stoddard is educating Pompey in the schoolroom and Doniphon barges in yelling about how Pompey has chores to do and pulls him away. Coud this be seen as resembling slavery? No. Because Doniphon later fights for Pompey to be served in the saloon, where there’s clearly a policy of not allowing black people to drink in there. But my point is despite the way Doniphon treats Stoddard, Hallie, or Pompey, (Applyard maybe?) they’re the only ones to mourn him at his funeral. The morals of The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance are nuanced.

 

8/20/2022

Paramount Pictures 2017 blu-ray

Atlanta, GA

Thursday, August 11, 2022

Breakfast Club Breakfast Club Breakfast Club

Is there a categorization for the historical chronology of horror movies? My own taste starts with what I consider the modern era: Halloween (1978, John Carpenter) and Dawn of the Dead (1978, George A. Romero) to Evil Dead II (1987, Sam Raimi) and Opera (1987, Dario Argento). I’m very picky. I don’t like a lot of horror, but the ones I do I’m emphatic about. My latest joy is discovering The Return of the Living Dead (1985, Dan O’Bannon).
     The next phase begins with Scream (1996, Wes Craven). So I guess I’d call this the postmodern era. Here’s where I get lazy due to indifference. Because I only find the truly great works in that 1978-1987 period. There are a few exceptions. Horror never really goes away. But for the purpose of this piece I’m only mentioning these movies because of something most of them have in common: teens partying.

 


Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022, Halina Reijn) is a teen¹ psychological chamber drama that’s cleverly structured, and wonderfully portrays each individual in its ensemble. I don’t really like these characters. I really like these characters.
     Yeah maybe my biggest compliment about Bodies Bodies Bodies is that I can’t recall being so polarized by a group of characters anywhere else. They’re a little obnoxious, but they’re also relatable and I even empathize with their humanity—which makes them authentically compelling. And if what first lured me into horror movies was the diversionary tactic of being lulled into a false sense of security amid a bunch of teens indulging in immoral acts in pursuit of fun, Bodies Bodies Bodies kind of does the same thing only reverses one thing: the horror is in the service of the drama at its center.
     But I’m also relieved that the pacing worked for me because normally I hate movies that all take place in one location. I mean unless it’s the Overlook Hotel we’re talking about, it doesn’t take long for my attention to wander wondering if it was just a way to skimp on the budget. Another upside here is that I know the narrative works when I don’t fret over where the story is going or how it’s going to end (or worse, when it’s going to end). And the way this movie was handled in terms of plotting, right up to its conclusion was just a delight.
 
¹the characters aren't teens
 
8/10/2022 Regal Atlantic Station
Atlanta, GA
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Wednesday, August 03, 2022

&$#@%!

In this piece I will argue to prove my thesis that there is no system by which a movie can be judged as good or bad. Because if one considers a movie is made from: plot, character, dialogue, genre, and setting; and, say the movie fails in four of these five categories, as long as it succeeds in one, it could be considered a fine achievement.
     Furthermore, who is to say whether a movie succeeds or fails in any or all of these five categories? Or, if you tell me any one factor by which you would deem a movie crap (a failure), I could cite an example of another movie that I would call a success despite said factor.

 


Bullet Train (2022, David Leitch) is an action movie that’s fun and entertaining. But that isn’t to say it it’s not brilliant. Because most action movies I’ve seen in the theater haven’t absorbed my attention while continuously being entertained. So of the five categories I mentioned, the one in which Bullet Train proves itself is genre.
     But what is it that makes a great action movie? That’s a matter of opinion again no doubt. But for me, in the case of Bullet Train, it’s style. And starting with its look, think something like Japan as a concept. There’s one car on the train in particular where the lighting fixtures cast it in saturated hues of cool blues, purple, and pink, for example. Think neon. Think Tokyo. Think Michael Bay lighting that nightclub in The Island (2005).
     And beyond the look, there’s also a sensibility. What lured me into watching anime is trying to find a particular technique I’d stumbled upon where non-sequitur off-model incongruous animation styles depict brief cutaway breaks with the narrative for a heightened comedic effect. Now, I’m not saying that happens in Bullet Train, but it reminds me of the feel I got watching all of these relentless interludes of montagecore (set to rock) flashbacks.
     Also, I’m going to refrain from listing any examples of what other kinds of action movies Bullet Train reminds me of, because that’s tacky. But you know the ones I’m talking about: the ensemble cast of comedically colorful criminals that are set up as gravitating around one unifying narrative objective. And that’s my final take on the influence of manga or anime, the way the world of Bullet Train has its own charm. The characters inhabiting this world are solely in service of style. They’re not nasty. They’re cool, entertaining, fun.
     So in a more nuanced subjective way than I’m used to trying to express, something about Brad Pitt’s character, LADYBUG, clicked with me. I love Brad Pitt. He’s got that movie star quality where even in a movie like Bullet Train, when he’s casually, relaxed, even when the stakes of the narrative are ramped up adrenaline perilous extreme, that gives a fun contrast. I love Ladybug’s wardrobe. The dude is a step above Lebowski level loungewear. There’s a line LEMON (Brian Tyree Henry) says something about Ladybug like “you look like every homeless white guy I ever seen.” Yep. And because of him, I relaxed. 
     And while I was relaxed, I was entertained, and didn’t sweat the story, but still kept gradually being pulled in just a little more and wanting to see where this all was going. But in the best way. I felt like nothing was forced. I don’t care why all these people are on this train, because I like finding out as you go.
 
8/02/2022 AMC Madison Yards 8
Atlanta, GA
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Tuesday, August 02, 2022

Technologies for the Clearest Juice; The Drippy Stuff; That Wet-Wet; Nature's Friend Part 1: The Sixteenth Ounce

(Smol water bottle is smol.)

I'm using one of nature's least useful creations today: the 16-ounce Nalgene bottle. It's fun in size. It fits right in the hand, it's even pocketable! Like all Naglenes, it's a near-perfect vessel for sticker deployment, second perhaps only as a vehicle for same to the, uh, vehicles driven by special kinds of liberals who say my politics let me show you them ALL of them. However, it's challenging in configuration. The long cap strap imposes:

  • A cap-dangle when the open bottle is at rest, which can be unstable and which is certainly unsightly (see visualization)
  • (Attend in this moment to the angle of the dangle. The weight is distributed...poorly in this disposition.)

    • This instability increases as the bottle's cargo lessens, inviting the minor paradox of spills becoming more likely as the spillable matter becomes less
  • An awkward flapping when the open bottle is in motion, as, say, when being hoisted for a quaff, i.e. when used for its usual purpose: the quench
    • This is a particular problem vis-a-vis spatter and splatter, as the world's most effective attractor slash distributor of water droplets has long been understood to be the grooves inside the lid (or "cap") of a Nalgene, which no one has ever cleaned adequately nor dried effectively

But! As the worker at the coffee shop this afternoon said—well after I had begun this piece, oddly—"It looks like a fun size!" It does. It is! And I enjoy this adorable lil' bottle enormously probably in oversized part precisely because it is small.

It's adorable. I aim to adore it. Until I inevitably knock it over onto my keyboard later this afternoon sometime.

Friday, July 22, 2022

Fire

Fire (2022, Claire Denis) depicts an idyllic paradise vacation shared by a couple, captured in Denis’ inimitable style: sensuously textured intimacy with shapes of bodies in contact verging on abstract expressionism. But upon returning to Paris, what ensues is a moody melodrama set to an ominous Tindersticks score.
     The narrative’s construction could be described as opening with a quaint bubble where a comfortable romance is contained within; then from that point is followed by an unvarnished, heavy, fearsome outer space that offers little to no comfort for anyone—but isn’t this more satisfying anyway? Denis’ raw emotional claustrophobic confrontation with the formidable performances of 2 of her most captivating performers—Juliette Binoche and Vincent Lindon—is blanketed with her warmth and tenderness in ways not found in Cassavetes or Bergman. But this isn’t to say it isn’t painful.
     Claire Denis has always been a filmmaker who paints pain beautifully. Fire doesn’t moralize the position of either of its central characters. And the complications are the subject of the film, not any type of resolutions. So, it’s here that again the French prove how to provide that which Hollywood forgot how to.
 
7/22/2022 Regal Tara
Atlanta, GA
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Gordy's Home

SOCRATES: Should movies be about something?
ANONYMOUS: Sirk said he cannot make movies about something, only with something—flowers, reflective surfaces.
SOCRATES: But aren’t his movies said to be about systemic hypocrisy, unrequited love, and sexual frustration?
ANONYMOUS: How could they not be?
SOCRATES: Then movies shouldn’t be made to disseminate a message, but should say something, does that sound right?


Nope (2022, Jordan Peele) is a horror movie that’s incidentally adorned with a ufo invasion façade. It’s also a virtuoso display of inspired storytelling. 
     I can’t remember the last time I watched a horror movie that felt this delightfully psychologically-macabre. Nope strikes the perfect balance of unsettling and absorbing that makes for the most accomplished of classic horror. Isn’t that the hardest to earn? Aside from terrifying the audience or disturbing devices, when was the last time the story itself felt original?
     Jordan Peele’s made some movies that feel like they have a message. Nope hits hard because it says something without saying it. I don’t know that everything adds up to some specific statement, but what I gathered is: there’s a delicate balance between life forms and entertainment.
Nevertheless, the ufo could symbolize people spending too much time on junk media (TV, apps, social media?) that suck them out of real life. And maybe there’s a connection between the way some animals you think are tame can sometimes unexpectedly attack when you get too close.

     At the moment when Alfred E. Neuman is depicted as Gordy I was instantly transfixed by the kind of joy of story that's been all to elusive lately. Specifically, the backstory of Gordy’s Home and the listing of all those cast members from the ’95 season of SNL was scarier because of its authenticity. And Nope isn’t just a great horror movie, it also transcends box office concessions by substantially proving its artistic merit. Hoyte van Hoytema’s diffuse palette is as soothing as can be, with night exteriors particularly lit so delicately as to convincingly evoke the feel of being so far removed from city limits. (Also the Edge car tracking OJ on horseback is Muybridge to the future.) And Ruth De Jong with the Haywood house, and rustic amusement community gives the time spent in Agua Dulce a sense of really going somewhere else for 2 hours.
     The whole time watching Nope I kept thinking there is no way they can fuck this up. And by the end, although I’m not taken with the whole Christo and Jeanne-Claude thing, I accept it. Nope isn’t about ufos. By the way how cool is Michael Wincott? I’ve recently brought his name up several times in conversation, mostly because I’m such a huge fan of Strange Days (1995, Kathryn Bigelow); I watch it every New Year’s Eve. I just wondered what happened to him and how cool that moment in 1995 the dude’s in The CrowStrange Days, and Dead Man.

 

7/21/2022 AMC Madison Yards 8

Atlanta, GA

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Thursday, July 21, 2022

Very Metal


Thor: Love and Thunder
 (2022, Taika Waititi) is the best comedy of the year. And as a follow-up to Thor: Ragnarok (2017, Waititi) it doesn’t disappoint. Like its predecessor, it deserves to be seen in a movie theater.

Marvel sucks. It’s usually because the movies (and series) draw out a banal origin story (interchangeable with new premise) that relies too much on mediocre drama, peppered with low-grade attempts at sarcastic wit, and overly indulges in choreographed fights and vfx spectacles that look identical—unless they’re done by James Gunn or Taika Waititi.

     When the MCU launched I avoided that garbage. Until that is Thor: Ragnarok opened on the biggest IMAX screen in Texas and I went in on a whim. What sets Taika Waititi’s Thor films apart is that he reverses the ratio of mediocre drama to comedy the rest of the MCU suffers from. And he actually knows funny. (It’s similar with James Gunn, but Gunn gives a little more emphasis to genre delights; although, he’s also an expert with comedy.) And rounding out Waititi’s own style that sets itself apart from the bland uniformity of the rest of the MCU output is his every primary color of the rainbow art direction.

     To limit my comments about the content of Thor: Love and Thunder, I’ll quickly mention I was unsure if it was going to fall short of the expectations some might have had in comparison to Thor: Ragnarok, until I got to the Golden Temple set piece. Everything I love about the visual imagination and creativity in execution, along with the culmination of comedy and action comes together in the Golden Temple.

     In closing, although I really didn’t find a way to adequately work this in, I stan NEBULA. She’s easily my biggest draw to the MCU. She’s cold, and less a sociopath than a being whose primary existence is to hate. And THANOS is her dad! (I also love Thanos but he’s like mopey emo sullen.) Sure, even though her bald head, black contacts and dour demeanor give her an uncanny resemblance to Hellraiser, she's still very sexy. And random nerd trivia: in Thor: Love and Thunder am I the only one who suspects the giant screaming goats bear an overwhelming resemblance to the endangered screamapillar Homer discovers in DABF16, penned by John Swartzwelder?

 

7/20/2022 AMC Madison Yards 8

Atlanta, GA

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Tuesday, July 05, 2022

Monday, June 20, 2022

Wednesday, April 13, 2022

Some Thoughts on Some More Books I've Read Recently

A goal of mine for 2022 is to finish a book a week. It's not going great, but still I persevere. Below are some thoughts on those books recently finished.

Week 9: Bad Blood, John Carreyrou: Dryly pounding the final nail in the coffin housing any belief that American capitalism is anything but a fraud perpetrated amongst various peer groups of dim and psychotic greedheads. (It's about a company called Theranos, which wanted to test people blood, but, like, sciencely, and which raised outrageous sums to do so, despite never actually having the capacity to do so.)

Week 11: We Were Never Here, Andrea Bartz: Average thriller with more than usual to say about gaslighting, manipulation, codependence, and the difficulty of trusting your own memories when shit gets real. Less than usual to say about female friendship, and an only somewhat successful head-fake at a suspenseful / shocking ending.

Week 11: LA Woman, Eve Babitz: Enjoyable, garrulous look at some of LA's women (and not a few of their men). I found myself struggling to maintain focus on this one, but by the end and especially in its withering afterword, I was glad I read it, and will read more by this author.

Week 11: Upright Women Wanted, Sarah Gailey: The great Sarah Gailey is not just a rad writer but is also an amazingly good sport: after we covered their "Western but with hippos not horses" novel River of Teeth on the podcast, they reached out most cordially for somebody who had been informed that their book had been covered on "a podcast about bad books". This is another Western-like book, set after the United States has splintered and run out of oil—so, 2024 or thereabouts, by my reckoning?—with lots of queer longing and a very compelling take on "So I found my people ... but that doesn't actually fix everything, it turns out". Great, thoughtful, heartfelt, fun read.

Week 13: The Library Book, Susan Orlean: Nonfiction account of the time the LA library burned down, with much (much) discursive info about how that library came to be, what might the future of libraries be, etc. Includes a very high number of instances of "I recently spoke with [someone]" which feels odder and odder as the book's publication date recedes from me, firmly anchored in the eternal central now.

Previous entries:

  1. Week 0 - Week 4: https://alcindorblock.blogspot.com/2022/02/some-thoughts-on-some-books-ive-read.html
  2. Week 4 - Week 9:https://alcindorblock.blogspot.com/2022/03/some-thoughts-on-books-ive-read-recently.html

Tuesday, March 08, 2022

Some Thoughts on the Books I've Read Recently

A goal of mine for 2022 is to finish a book a week. So far, I have done so several weeks in the year. Below are some thoughts on those books.

Week 5: Caliban's War, James S.A. Corey: In this follow-up to Leviathan Rising (Week 1), our solar-system-spanning cast of characters adds two more competence-porn deliverers, ramps up the tension about the Captain Kirk guy losing his moral mojo (and his relationship—uh-oh!) and continues the series' somewhat lamentable trend of ending a book with a vaguely magical twist that may be a turnoff to some. They sure are for me. Third volume is, I'm told, on its way from the library.

Week 7: The Glass Hotel, Emily St. John Mandel: Interesting "how we live now" social-issue novel, sort of like if Hannah Arendt had called it "the ennui of evil" and knew the word "relatable". For some reason, I found the first 100 or so pages hard to get into, but by the end I was fully "invested" (significant look). Makes the economic emotional (or connects the historical to the biographical, as C. Wright Mills would say).

Week 7: Crying in H Mart, Michelle Zauner: Memoir of a young woman going home to care for a problematic mother who's dying of cancer. Obviously not an easy read emotionally, but an interesting one, and a prose experience a little like a big Korean meal, with lots of different flavors and textures, from infodump to travelogue to anecdote to poetry.

Idle thought for later: Memoirs have weird shapes; the stories they tell often leave me unsatisfied, and I'm not sure if that's a feature or a bug (c.f. my lengthy unwritten letter to Harper's circa 2003 about their memoirs under discussion being boring because they were written by boring people doing boring things and recommending they read / review Cometbus and Burn Collector instead).

Week 9: The First Day of Spring, Nancy Tucker: Hellaciously intense novel of poverty, violence, willpower, and so on. Very good, very harsh. Does include some violence by and against children, so it's certainly not for everybody, but I found it extremely good and quite rewarding. Recommended.

Previous entries:

  1. Week 0 - Week 4: https://alcindorblock.blogspot.com/2022/02/some-thoughts-on-some-books-ive-read.html

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

Mark Lanegan: It's a One-Way Ride (To the End of the Universe)

Mark Lanegan died today. Like most news, it came to me first as somebody's commentary, my friend Ian posting "rest easy" or some such with a link to a Queens of the Stone Age song I guess Lanegan sang, and that I've long since forgotten. I didn't know what Mark Ian meant until I checked a group chat, then Twitter, where a tranche of music writers I follow quote-tweeted the announcement and confirmed their grief at the news.

I've been listening to Mark Lanegan since 1989 or so. Guitar World magazine reviewed the Screaming Trees album Invisible Lantern, comparing it to Hüsker Dü and the Meat Puppets, who by then I'd heard and liked. I bought Invisible Lantern, and immediately hated it. Six-dollar headphones and a twenty-dollar tape deck may not have been the best tools, and the rambling, ramshackle guitar—which is what I mostly listened for, in 1989—was wildly different from the AC/DC riffs still almost entirely central to my aesthetic and understanding of music then. "Ivy" just ... made no sense. But I had only so many tapes, so I kept listening, and one day I took off from school to take the bus downtown and hang out at the college library for a day, the record finally clicked. "She Knows" sounded like someone running a vacuum cleaner over a Ramones song; "Grey Diamond Desert" sounded like the saddest, prettiest ballad I'd ever heard. (Even at 14, a side-ending sad song like "Here Comes a Regular" could just wreck me.)

A year and a bit later, sitting in my room, something very pretty came on my little Radio Shack clock radio, tuned to the nascent alternative station. I had no idea what it was. I sat quietly until it got back announced: "Bed of Roses" by Screaming Trees. I must have heard it one of the forty or so total times it ever got played on any radio station, and it was easily enough to make me ashamed I hadn't recognized the music—this voice—I knew I loved, and it was enough to send me to the Sound Warehouse on Sable Blvd. over and over until Uncle Anesthesia came out. I loved it.

Well, I loved almost all of it. I was a record store kid, and a record review reader, so I had been hardened enough to know that, when I heard the trumpet part in static ballad "Disappearing", I should judge the lyric "that was one mistake / I never thought you'd make" as applying to the song itself.)

Record reviewer bullshit aside, I loved the weird little record, and picked up every tape I could find for the next couple years at whatever used record store I went to. The earlier records didn't hit me the same way as Invisible Lantern and Uncle Anesthesia, but there were good songs on everything, and eventually I found Buzz Factory, which was the first record I ever bought that felt too good to listen to too often. It just seemed too good to reach for in any but a very special circumstance.

Of course I listened to Buzz Factory today.

Two years or so after Uncle Anesthesia, I was a senior in high school. I was discovering vodka, and the world was discovering music from Seattle. The Trees had a minor hit with "Nearly Lost You", a song I never did like, and my favorite band was locked in as mediocre in the minds of the record-buying public, not unparallel to the way my love for fIREHOSE was often mistaken for a weird allegiance to third-string hair-metal scrubs Firehouse. Walking around the suburbs, or on the bus to work, though, with Sweet Oblivion in my headphones, the tape I made with a CD skip on it that made the original always sound not quite right, I found myself in the song "Julie Paradise" somehow. It was then that what I loved most about Screaming Trees moved from the tangled, twisting lead guitar lines and best-of-his-generation guitar tone of Gary Lee Connor to ... everything about Mark Lanegan: his loud rough voice; his dark lyrics; his softer crooning voice; everything.

By 1994, when his solo album Whiskey for the Holy Ghost came out, all I really wanted to do was listen to it three times a day, walking around and imagining that one day I'd be a good poet. Taping boxes at the warehouse, or going through Factsheet Five or the Poet's Market, listening to Lanegan, again and again.

I met him three times, I think. Last time, after a show in SF, I stood in line for a long time to have him not sign anything, just to say "Thanks for playing. Your music has meant a lot to me for a long time." The first time was in Portland. He told me he liked Invisible Lantern best of the Trees records, like I did, and described it with some fondness, using words like "ugly" and "weird". I told him his lyrics reminded me of Rilke—he told me "I don't read"—and I promised I'd mail him a xerox so he could check for himself. I never did. I think I saw the Trees only once, a magnificent show, with Lanegan pitching a huge fit towards the end of the set, tipping over monitors and throwing his mic stand, so the band had to play the obligatory rock encore without him. So, when I went around the back of the venue to see if I could talk to the band, as we did in those days, it was Gary Lee and Van Connor back there, and all I could ask them was what the song I didn't know in the encore had been. It was "Song of a Baker". They said "We stole so much from the Faces, we figured we should give something back."

The second time I met him, I interviewed him by phone for Vice Sports. I got paid for it. I used the money to buy a selvedge black demin jacket from Two Jacks Denim, in Oakland. I still wear it, sometimes. I made him laugh—I think it was a real laugh, with surprise—at one point, and at the end made it all awkward when I told him I'd been a fan for a long time...interview ruining 101 right there.

Over time, his prolific release schedule, frequent collaborations with folks I wasn't inherently interested in, and occasional over-enthusiasm for bad electronic drums outstripped my desire to keep up with everything he recorded. Through the 90s and early 2000s, my answer to the question "who's your favorite band?" was always "Screaming Trees", even through some years when I wasn't reaching for those records much. I wouldn't miss Lanegan when he'd play a show near me, and for years I described him as my "all-time musical hero", second only to Mike Watt as my biggest artistic / moral influence.

I got pretty mad at him and flounced when he gave an outlandish interview, earlyish in the pandemic, about his TV watching him—shit, he was probably right, I just didn't want to hear it—and was horrified and back on his side when I read his recent piece about getting COVID and almost dying.

Eulogies usually reach too far at the end, and I'm not sure death really teaches us anything new. Returning to our prior commitments—openly, explicitly—seems inadequate, even unworthy. But all I can think about Mark Lanegan dying is "Always go to the show". Our heroes, our favorites, they won't live forever. We won't live forever. Mark Lanegan, ten years and one day older than me, died today, and won't be making more records or books, won't be playing more shows. There's a lot he did that I never got to, and I look forward to finding out what it does to me. It feels like there's time to do that. Feels thin, but it feels like what I have.

Wednesday, February 02, 2022

Some Thoughts on Some Books I've Read Recently

A goal of mine for 2022 is to finish a book a week. So far, I have done so nearly every week of the year. Below are some thoughts on those books.

Week 0: (Building up momentum week) Verity, Colleen Hoover: "What if an unreliable narrator but TWO of them" plus We Need to Talk About Talking About We Need to Talk About Kevin equals a pretty fun ride!

For more on this, you can hear me guest on the 2 Cents Critic podcast where we go through the whole thing.

Week 1: Leviathan Rising, James S.A. Corey: Yung Captain Kirk plus broken-down Sad Space Cop is a recipe I liked a lot! Did not enjoy the end twist of—***
SPOILER WARNING
a solar-system-extinction event turning out to be a pretty, rebellious rich girl
END SPOILER
***—
but I'm going to read at least the next book in the series.

Week 2: My Dark Vanessa, Kate Elizabeth Russell: Fantastic and emotionally acute examination of what it's like and what it does to a young woman (teen girl) to have an affair with her (adult) teacher. Brilliantly observed and devastating portraits of depressed women and several men, who range from disappointing to unforgivable. Strong recommendation.

Week 3: It Never Ends, Tom Scharpling: Good, gulpable comic / tragic memoir from the man who knows long-form audio comedy and rock and roll better than anybody. I never got over the novelty of hearing this legendarily curse-free radio performer dropping F-bombs, and came out of the book wanting to know more about and hear more from the author, which is extremely rare in a memoir.

Week 3: Norse Mythology, Neil Gaiman: Does what it says on the cover, for sure. It doesn't add a lot to the experience of reading the back section of Edith Hamilton's Mythology, but it's worth a look. Unexpected bonus: Neil Gaiman turns out to be quite a good voice actor, whose performance brings a lot of charm and life to the book.

Week 4: In the Dream House, Carmen Maria Machado: Difficult, beautiful sort-of-memoir, sort-of-everything about love, violence, and most everything else. It's a story about abuse in a lesbian relationship, told in an exacting, experimental way with equal arts explosive emotion and formal rigor. Highest recommendation.

Friday, January 14, 2022

New Rules



The metacommentary about the current state of horror movies in Scream (2022, Matt Bettinelli-Olpin and Tyler Gillett) is fun, yet also disavows it from being considered derivative in a way where it suffers from a lack of originality. And it earned my respect for the most part because its points are valid and well-constructed. 

     The small town high-school teen slasher/corny melodrama hokum works for me. And I’m very grateful that R-rated teen horror movies haven’t exceeded 2 hour run times yet. (I’m still pissed off Transformers and superhero movies can go over 2 ½ hours.) What kind of sucks though is that there’s an uplifting, overly-sentimental agenda that seems to have been deliberately built in, which I just took offense to being in a slasher. But I can’t really complain—that’s what the majority wants so it must be right.

     Although, okay one complaint. How does the kitchen in the opening scene have a land line? Or why isn't there some wisecrack about it at least? Still, yes the opening scene in any Scream is my favorite part.


Highlight of the movie: how amazing is Mikey Madison? I really dug her as SADIE in Once Upon a Time… in Hollywood (2019, Quentin Tarantino) because of how menacing she can be, and well, really enjoyable as a hysteric psychopath in that movie. But here there’s this warmth to her performance as a caring friend too. Anyways, also the high schoolers actually were cast by actors who look a little more convincing agewise. 

 

1/13/2022 AMC Madison Yards 8

Atlanta, GA

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